???

Seriously, is there something wrong with me? Am I just not likeable, am I insignificant?

If I know one of my friends needs me, I will always be there for them. They can count on me for that. Yet, when I need them, they are nowhere to be found. Or, they are too self-absorbed to make a little time.

It's nice to know that I matter.

Wasted day.

I had planned on going out and taking lots of pictures today, but I only took one.

That's right folks..."Worcester Bling Bling Discount". I didn't dare go inside.

And here is my CHRISTmas tree :)

Festive

I decorated my office for Christmas today. I wasn't going to decorate this year because I just didn't feel like spending the money but the entire office is decorated and it was making my office depressing by comparison.

Here is the back window in my office:

I think I'll bring in one strand of white lights from home and put them around it or along the bottom.

Here is my desk:

and here is the side wall of my office:

Yay.

I'm still depressed because John is still in Vegas.

This SUCKS!

John is in Nevada until Saturday on a business trip. We haven't been apart since our wedding day and I hate it.

I can literally feel that he is very far away and it hurts. It's like I'm missing something.

I hope this week passes quickly!

I miss it.

I miss my dark hair.

Quextions

Question(s) of the Day(s):

1. If you had a band, what would you call yourselves?

Booszhius. You either get it or you don't.

2. What's your morning beverage of choice? Coffee, tea, juice? Homemade or store-bought?

I like Caramel Vanilla Cream coffee with 1 Splenda and a bit of cream. The coffee itself is sugar free and calorie free but it tastes like dessert. It makes me happy in the morning :)

3. Do you have stairs in your house?

Pak Chooie Unf...hahah That question was a joke.

4. What was (or is) your favorite subject in school?

Science, hands down. I've been obsessed since I was little. I'm wicked smaht all around though.

5. What is your favorite scent?

I know I should say something cheesy like 'fresh cut grass' or 'apple pie' but right now my favorite scent is Chanel Chance. MmMm! A close second is the air right after it rains.

Family

As promised, here are a few more pictures from Halloween. I went to my Dad's house last night to see my little brother Mikey...

Here is a picture of me and my Dad...probably the first one of us in a few years. Jenn, I'm sure you LOVE his outfit, right?

Me and the little guy

The little pumpkin

Smile!

Blank stare...but I think it's so cute!

I love my family!