Usually, I'm up way later than I should be and therefore am thinking about how I'm not going to get enough sleep and I'm going to be tired the next day. Either that, or I'm not thinking about anything.
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In the mornings, sometimes I'm anxious. I don't know if I'm just more susceptible to anxiety when I'm tired or what but I'm anxious even when there's nothing specific about which I should be worrying. The summer of 2006 is (for me) the time in my life when I came to terms with the fact that I am going to die. It could be 80, 60, 40 or 20 years from now, but it's going to happen. I guess I just never thought about it before - so when I did start thinking about it, I was flipping out over it. I know most of you who read this aren't religious people, but I am. All Jesus needed to offer us was his life as a sacrifice to cover our sins, but He offers us so much more. Not only is salvation free, but so is peace and love and understanding. Plus, when you are up against the devil and his angels, Jesus has your back! You're not going to lose to the powers of darkness when Jesus is on your side. It's impossible. That brings me comfort. I doubt I would have made it through without Him. Although there is still some lingering anxiety, I no longer dwell on death all day long and panic myself to the point that my chest is tight and I can't swallow.
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I cut my own hair this morning. I took about 2.5 - 3 inches off. It's layered too, so that raises the difficulty, but it actually looks really good. I have received 3 compliments so far at work. If I'm that good at cutting my own hair, why should I go to the hairdresser again? It would just be a waste of $40!
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