I knew I should have stayed home today

Most people relax when they sleep. Not me. It's weird, I curl up and tighten all my muscles and that is how I fall asleep. John tells me I grind my teeth pretty badly too. So, a lot of times when I wake up in the morning I feel like I've been in a fist fight. My shoulders are stuck up like if I was shrugging and my jaw is all tight. Well, my back and shoulder have bothered me for a while and last night, John suggested I pop a muscle relaxer before bed. (I have a bunch leftover from when I hurt my back in June) I awoke this morning...well...if you want to call it that. I arose this morning feeling quite slack but also extremely tired. I spent a half hour in the shower debating whether to even come to work. Obviously, I'm at work, but I am falling asleep at my desk! This sucks! I figured the effects would have worn off by now but I feel like I could use a good 4 more hours of sleep.

I have to go get a CT scan tomorrow, and I'm really nervous. I've never had one before... I'm sure I'll be fine and everyone keeps telling me so. We shall see.

I am psychic. There is this girl that used to come to our church with her husband and 2 daughters. They moved to NY a few years ago to start a church in the husband's hometown. Well, they ended up splitting up and now she is with his brother, but that's besides the point. Yesterday, on the way to church, for some reason, I thought, "She is going to be there today." It made no sense because no one has seen her since they moved and there was no word that she might be visiting. So, I thought to myself, that would be really weird if she is there and I just somehow knew...but I need a witness. I asked John, "Do you think C.L. will ever come back to the church to visit?" He said, "I doubt it.", and that was it. We got to church and looked around for a place to sit and he said, "Look who's here." I thought maybe my brother-in-law David was there, or my sister-in-law Theresa maybe...so I'm looking for them. When I didn't see them I said to John, "Who?" and he said, "You were just talking about her!" Sure enough, C.L. was there with her girls and the new man. Freaked me out. I know everyone gets those gut feelings from time to time, but this was just so random. I don't want to be psychic.