...but I can't seem to find my way over.
I am really going to have to find a new way to deal with the unknown and fear of it. I am a pessimist to the core and I hate that about myself. I am wrong 99% of the time anyway, and when I'm right it's never as bad as I worried it might be. I've got this idea in my head that you only go for a CT scan when they think there is something horrible to find. In my case, I think it's just a precautionary thing just to be sure...and I don't think they are really expecting to find anything. John says they are just playing a big game of "cover your ass".
I am realizing right now how much time I have wasted over the past year fraught with anxiety and worry...and for nothing. I am just as healthy now (more so, actually) than I was a year ago.
I've got a fun weekend coming up. I'm going to focus on that for a while and forget about this appointment I have today. John will be with me, so I'll be okay. 
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