My new chair should be coming today!!!! I can't wait...my back has been killing me lately! I can't wait...it will be a nice break from work to sit and put the chair together. Wow, that's pathetic, isn't it? Sometimes I just can't look at the computer screen anymore!
John and I saw Bourne Ultimatum last night. It was pretty cool, there were some great chase and fight scenes, and a car crash that was just insane. I had downloaded it already, but the copy I got had a timer running along the bottom throughout the entire movie. John did manage to get a perfect copy of the Simpsons Movie and burned it to dvd, but we haven't watched that yet...probably tonight.
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I feel good today. So far 
I know it must be really annoying sometimes for some of you to listen to me complain about my anxiety...so I really want to thank each of you who has lent an ear. I know a lot of you think I should talk to my doctor about possibly taking something to help me relax, but I honestly don't believe that is the answer for me. I know what is causing my anxiety to be so overwhelming, and it can be fixed in other ways without having to take drugs. If it was something about which I could do nothing, I might reconsider. I have friends & family who use medications to help them with depression and/or anxiety and I know it really works for some of them. However, there are also people I know who have taken psychotropic drugs and have never been the same and are now either just as bad or worse off than they were to begin with. So, it's just a decision I've had to make based on my own personal experience and knowledge of my chemistry and I just believe at that point that it is not something that requires medicating. It all comes down to self-control in my situation. Some of you know the details...for others maybe that statement doesn't make any sense, but trust me, it's true.
I have faith, and that is what sees me through the unbearable times.
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